dillema

one of these days im gonna figure out what im doing for the joint weekend of the mlc trip and the camp retreat. how could this happen 2 years in a row? i remember going to the retreat last year telling myself that i would go on the mlc trip this year with it being my senior year ie the year before college. but now i really really really want to be at camp. i thought my experiences of last weekend would have curbed this some as i was there helping out in the kitchen with the rest of the bar and doing crazy stuff like disc golfing, watching tyler uproot whole trees, and talk about Jesus. but ever since i got back i have much more of a "need to be at camp feeling" not nearly as bad as when i was home during the summer but its definetly there. college, though, seems less important now i have fewer questions about college. i know 2 of my roomates and possess a much greater certainty in my goal to serve God as a teacher. im much less concerned now in how im going to be treated by the faculty or how amazing the grounds look or how i cant step on the luther seal. these things just pale in comparison to the fact that in order to serve my Lord as a teacher, mlc is something i need to do.

as for right now, im not really sure what im gonna do. i know for certain that im going to go to school at mlc and i also know for certain that i want to work at camp phillip this summer. for this weekend camp seems to be calling me, or maybe its just the memories of last year watching jake bases try to order a pizza with elliots phone. i guess i just dont know.

ill pray about it and for all yall out there. the best thing though is that whatever happens im gonna have a rockin weekend. i guess if anybody has any suggestions or anything, well thats what a comment is for.