so this is whats its like to get what youve always wanted

i had my interview with matthew today. my dad and i drove up together, cuz he didnt want me to go all by myself. i thought this was really unnecessary but it was nice to have someone to talk to on the trip. i really miss the camp phillip sky. more than driving past the abbey or seeing Isa's house, those stars really brought be back to summer. i should have looked at those more. the interview was not as bad ad i expected, of course i was expecting the worst. after an hour and a half, or so, of me pouring out my soul as to how i would react in certain situations with kids, respect the rules that i disagreed with and how much Jesus loves me and the power of that love, matthew told me he was hiring me and asked for my t-shirt size to seal deal. I asked matthew bown to hug me. and then, to make the best day ever even better, he told me he was also hiring tyler shinnick and gave shinnick the phone call right then in there. sarah jones and olsen were getting interviewed after me. i didnt tell them i got hired but i dont think the look on my face could have meant anything else.

my dad drove me home so i just sat and thought for a while and heres some of what i came up with:

matthew never once corrected my grammer

taco johns is pretty good but not really anything different from taco bell

does the fact that im hired mean that i cant date any of the jr staff girls anymore? i dont know, but if it does i have to say, "sorry girls, i never wanted to break your hearts but as much as i hate to make you unhappy, its a small price to pay for a job ive wanted since i was five"

i cant wait for summer

i love Jesus